Being a KPOP Fan is Hard

Sometimes, KPOP gives fans a lot of hard times… Why? It’s be because they’re sometimes the reason why fans are distracted in their studies and jobs. They’re the reason why you can’t save money for something more worthy than the idols. Also, I think, most of the female fans would be totally ZERO in lovelife because they kept on assuming that someday their biases would really fall for them. You’d be sometimes weird (I guess)… Fans will be paranoid because they think that they had a lot of rivals to their bias’ heart….

But actually, being a KPOP fan is not that hard if you don’t made yourself fall for them completely. It’s just a sense of control and putting yourself in the world of being a KPOP fan…

A Hurting Truth

Kpop fans who really love their biases and crushes feel hurt and lonely. Why? It’s because, there is this hurting truth that brings ache to their heart… And this is… you are admiring someone that doesn’t even know that you don’t exist…

True right? I know it hurts a lot but that’s just reality… So ,I, as a fan of Kpop, always bury my illusions and fantasies to the dreamworld and accept the fact my idols didn’t know that I exist. I will tell myself not to cry if my bias doesn’t answer my tweets… It’s just like that… You have to face it and think positively and continue to admire their music and think of them as people who had great CHARISMA….

Life of Senior Student..

I am 16 and I am 4th year student. And I always feel the pressure in me because of many things… We have to be good examples with our lower classmen. We are studying difficult lessons in Physics, College Algebra, Economics, Entrepreneur, El Filibusterismo and Drafting Technology.. We have activities that 4th year students must comply. Teachers who are soo terror and strict. Those are just one of the things that I always face now that I’m in Senior Year.

But it doesn’t matter to me anymore because I enjoyed it anyway. It’s also fun (not to mention that we also have to prepare ourselves for the National Achievement Test and accept the fact if If we all graduate or not) because of your friends around you and also the willingness to face these things..
FIGHTING for me!!! Hehehehe xDDD

June 24, 2013

This day was kind of tiring. I missed being a student with nothing to worry except to study hard to finish High School at the age of 16. Well, anyway.. Being a member in an organization is a fun thing for me, but at the same time a stress.. Hahaha... But I love it anyway.. For the four years of being a student in High School, being part of an school org is a whole experience. I meet friends, I am able to be aware to control my attitude and I can develop my social capacities as a person.

But it is not just tiring, it's also fun for me. Knowing you have friends in your class is really a good thing for me whose a loner sometimes. And I realized, that I have a lot of friends but I just don't notice. I don't know why but I'm not really a friendly type... I keep asking myself. Heheh.... 

I'm happy I have them now that I'm a teenager. It would be a challenge for me until now if I don't have at least 1 friend.......

Well, that's all!!